♥ You know that feeling !!!

♥ You know that feeling…

When you look at him and think…wow i love him but we’re just friends.or maybe when he looks at her it hurts so much sometimes.when you’re in love with him and he’s in love with her.you love everything about him and he loves everything about her.you wasted all your 11:11 wishes on him.you kept it in for so long.no one knows how confused you.do you tell him you like him?or do you keep it in,as usual.IT’S CONFUSING…

Or “it’s complicated” is your answer when someone asks you whats wrong.when you look at them together your eyes fill up with tears.because you love him.you love him so much.and sometimes you just wish he KNEW~♥

Whatever you give to life,it gives you back.Do not hate anybody.The hatred which come out from you will someday comeback to you.Love others.And Love will comeback to you !!!

::[过云雨]::

我要回家了。几个小时之后的事情。但是天空不怎么要好，居然雷阵雨一场一场的不
停歇，也好不是很热，感觉很舒服。我知道他在渐渐的适应我，他害怕我离去，难道我就会真的离开么。？我只是不愿都听你的话，不愿做个玩偶，想有自己的思想，做自己的事情罢了。对，要有主观意识的活着。

星期一没工作。今天似乎有点无聊了，电脑一直在出问题，那是上午的事情。下午就开始无聊到极限了，兜了半天也不知道看什么东西。后来闯到了这里，说是什么男人会不会和不爱的女人结婚，这个问题纠结了我很久。因为害怕我会被这样的安排，一个不爱我的人会娶我，那对我来说就是世界末日。性情中人的我，最需要的可能就是爱情了，而不是那些物质的享受了。还好，亲爱的他，回答说不会那样。纵然很是满足他的回答，可是强势的言语，让人有点失落。唉，他总是认为我在试探他，回忆起来，似乎是他在一直试探我，我却从未那样做过任何。唉，有时候真的不懂男人心里是怎么想的。是我太傻，还是他们太坏呢？或许是我太敏感，还是其他呢？累，真累，工作让人疲惫，爱情让人心酸。爱情总是让人这样，有喜有忧，幸福的距离忽近忽远。呵呵，继续无聊的发呆吧。