~'''Pleasure of love-The Boyfriend'''~

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... ♥MY GIRLFRIEND♥

~"Attitude Problem"~

We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”

::中秋节的早上::

今天发了点小小的脾气，并没有什么大事，莫名其妙的心情不太好，生活就是这样，柴米油盐酱醋茶，呵呵。一直在想，其实没有什么大不了，何必为难自己，可还是禁不住发些小女人的脾气。
上天，不要玩我。。。。。我不想喜欢人、我想做个干脆的人。

♥~Fall For You~♥

Just when I thought that love could never be a part of me, that's when he came along and showed me happiness~♥ He make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile…♥

I can't really find the words to explain the way I feel when I hear his  voice or when I see his face...all I can say is that I like the feeling. ♥

All day long, I hear people talking out loud. But when he talk to me, his sweet voice drowns out the crowd! And…I miss him.^^

Ps:Dear Edison,I love the way you make me happy, and the ways you show your care. I love the way you say, 'I L♥ve You,' and the way you're always there.

::[有一种爱叫做放手]::

其实感情没有什么理由的，该来就来，该走就走，过了...再找回来也不一样了，很
多东西就是那么的一次。过了就没有了，感觉也不一样了，再重来也是牵强。


莎士比亚说:不掉眼泪,那就不叫爱情了。真正的爱情，是在能爱的时候，懂得珍惜，无法爱的时候，懂得放手， 在爱的时候，好好珍惜，在放手的时候，好好祝福…

-忍无可忍-

好想辞职去换工作，换个环境去调解我自己。但是我不知道我该怎么和老板说。毕竟我做的还是不错，自己也有点喜欢这个职业。那个混蛋Front Office Manager今天被我说的肯定很无趣吧。他把自己当什么，把我又当什么啊？真的以为我好欺负好说话啊。哼~

::哭过就好了再见::

自己很笨，他不属于我，他有他的生活，我有我的人生，可是为什么，最近一直流泪，不敢让人知道的流泪，他也不会知道，他不知道我曾在乎他，不知道他我心里曾占有位置，他虽是个理想的男人，但这样的男人会让我心力交瘁的，他说的是真的吗，我在他心里到底是怎样的，我说过：我不在乎放弃什么，可是会很不甘心。。。同时，发现自己越陷愈深。“我爱的人不是我的爱人”，我，真的输不起了，真的。。。。自己都不敢想象自己以后失败的样子。。。。一定要坚强，不要让人看见自己流泪。珍惜现在拥有的就好。只要自己觉得好~就足够了！再见

::Give Up On Love::

Love is something wonderful, so they say. And I've trusted them, until right now.

How come I haven't experienced what everyone's talking about? "It comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. "I didn't search for it, it came to me." She flashed another smile. Those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. So, I'm just supposed to wait? I don't want to wait no more. I've been waiting and searching for almost 20 long years. I want to be able to feel, touch and taste the "love" that is supposed to be out there. Because love, that is what I've answered when people ask what I think life is all about. But now I don't know anymore. Because I can't keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. Because then I will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. It hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow I'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.
Should I give up on love, or die trying?