"Misatakes"

To:Him

I know I have made a ton of mistakes but I would like to put those behind us, if at all possible, so we can move on with the rest of our lives, live on with the good and leave the bad behind us. I know that will be hard, especially after all that I have done, but if we could start all over again fresh from the beginning, I will never hurt you again because I know how much it hurts you now that I have made the mistake which I regret to the fullest. I just want to be happy and I want you to be happy and feel safe that I'm never going to do that again.I know that it could take forever but I will stake that, especially because of how much I love you and how much this means to me, if you could please forgive me, that would be awesome. You have put too much into the relationship for me to go and screw it up. I just want to make it all right and for you and I to be back together no matter what that takesI love you.

I will never leave you; I want you, I need you. You are the greatest! I love you

Love Always, Suzanne

Finally...

Finally I’m back! After missing for so long, so many things happened. Some ppl come and go!! some ppl leave and stay. Whatever happened, it really left a lot of footprint in my heart.

You're leaving...I need you

this painful truth

caught like a lump

in my throat

you're leaving

i can see you're going

i can see your foot

ready to take a step out

my heart cries out loud

but words are hard to find

in my eyes i feel a burn

all these tears trapped within

don't leave me alone

in this hell hole of mine

no please not this time

i feel my heart crushing inside

hold me i feel so cold...

i can't stop myself from shaking

with all this hurting left untold

save me..don't leave me dying

I need you here by my side...."Alvin Loh"

做自己

我有一群很可愛的朋友，生性憨厚、心存善良、簡單無心機。和他們一起，我有如置身大自然，隨心隨性，暢所欲言。
白天工作的時候，我常常都不是我，只是一台機器，付出勞力，贏得老闆的美言，得到該有的酬勞。除此之外，沒有任何的感情瓜葛，沒有任何的互動關係，像一池死水，水裡的魚兒都翻了肚，四週圍安靜得令人窒息。
見到他們，我的心立刻就寬了起來，像來到一個美麗樂園，裡頭有樹、有花草、有歡笑聲。撇開煩人的辦公室政治，無需任何的猜忌，我只需要做回我自己。
快樂是甚麼？
在煩瑣的生活中，他們總有自己的一套方式，對許多事物儘量簡單化，相反對於自己喜歡的卻卯足全力，創造出一個又一個的奇跡。
一個人的快樂就是可以恢復原有的自己，簡單生活。

分手后要记住的十句话………

一 当爱情不在的时候 请对他说声祝福 毕竟曾经爱过

二 结束以后 别告诉他我恨你 爱情是两个人的事 错过了大家都有责任

三 离开以后想到的 定是落寞的画面 请你忘记它 一个人总要有个新的开始 别让过去把你栓在悲哀的殿堂

四 别说你最爱的是谁 人生还很长 谁也无法预知明天 也许你的真爱还在下一秒等着你

五 说分手的时候不要吵闹 毕竟两个在在一起那么久 分来他也会难过 只是他比较明智 不想束缚你的或他的明天 好聚好散 以后还是朋友 大家都有自己的无奈

六 别把哀伤挂在嘴上 每个人都有自己的故事 活着不是为了怀念昨天 而是要等待希望 让大家都看到你的坚强 离开他你也可以过得很好

七 离开以后 大声的告诉他我爱你 与你无关 爱是你的权利 把想说的都说出来 平静的回忆你们的过去 然后哭吧 哭完就把一切都留在昨天 永远不要去触及

八 想他的时候 就想想他的好 他的笑 记得曾经爱过一个人 别去管最后是谁开始了背叛 开心过就好

九 分手了就做回自己 一个人的世界同样有月升月落 也有美丽的瞬间 把他归为记忆吧!

十 一个人的世界总需要另一个人做陪衬 他离开了 那是他衬不起你