♥~Fall For You~♥

Just when I thought that love could never be a part of me, that's when he came along and showed me happiness~♥ He make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile…♥

I can't really find the words to explain the way I feel when I hear his  voice or when I see his face...all I can say is that I like the feeling. ♥

All day long, I hear people talking out loud. But when he talk to me, his sweet voice drowns out the crowd! And…I miss him.^^

Ps:Dear Edison,I love the way you make me happy, and the ways you show your care. I love the way you say, 'I L♥ve You,' and the way you're always there.

::[有一种爱叫做放手]::

其实感情没有什么理由的，该来就来，该走就走，过了...再找回来也不一样了，很
多东西就是那么的一次。过了就没有了，感觉也不一样了，再重来也是牵强。


莎士比亚说:不掉眼泪,那就不叫爱情了。真正的爱情，是在能爱的时候，懂得珍惜，无法爱的时候，懂得放手， 在爱的时候，好好珍惜，在放手的时候，好好祝福…

-忍无可忍-

好想辞职去换工作，换个环境去调解我自己。但是我不知道我该怎么和老板说。毕竟我做的还是不错，自己也有点喜欢这个职业。那个混蛋Front Office Manager今天被我说的肯定很无趣吧。他把自己当什么，把我又当什么啊？真的以为我好欺负好说话啊。哼~

::哭过就好了再见::

自己很笨，他不属于我，他有他的生活，我有我的人生，可是为什么，最近一直流泪，不敢让人知道的流泪，他也不会知道，他不知道我曾在乎他，不知道他我心里曾占有位置，他虽是个理想的男人，但这样的男人会让我心力交瘁的，他说的是真的吗，我在他心里到底是怎样的，我说过：我不在乎放弃什么，可是会很不甘心。。。同时，发现自己越陷愈深。“我爱的人不是我的爱人”，我，真的输不起了，真的。。。。自己都不敢想象自己以后失败的样子。。。。一定要坚强，不要让人看见自己流泪。珍惜现在拥有的就好。只要自己觉得好~就足够了！再见

::Give Up On Love::

Love is something wonderful, so they say. And I've trusted them, until right now.

How come I haven't experienced what everyone's talking about? "It comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. "I didn't search for it, it came to me." She flashed another smile. Those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. So, I'm just supposed to wait? I don't want to wait no more. I've been waiting and searching for almost 20 long years. I want to be able to feel, touch and taste the "love" that is supposed to be out there. Because love, that is what I've answered when people ask what I think life is all about. But now I don't know anymore. Because I can't keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. Because then I will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. It hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow I'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.
Should I give up on love, or die trying?